Happy Birthday Mummy

Apologies for the late photos. I was kinda busy. :)
Thanks for always being my support no matter where life takes me. U make life so much easier to cope with. :)

From our family dinner at some chinese restaurant, Zi Yean Restaurant.

I was a bit affected by the conversation with my mum. I went to
UOB central to cancel my saving investment. Stepped into Mount Zion
at Raffles Xchange to find material for T7. This song was playing,
"This is my Father’s world. O let me ne’er forget
That though the wrong seems oft so strong, God is the ruler yet."

This is my Father's world
This is my Father’s world, and to my listening ears
All nature sings, and round me rings the music of the spheres.
This is my Father’s world: I rest me in the thought
Of rocks and trees, of skies and seas;
His hand the wonders wrought.

This is my Father’s world, the birds their carols raise,
The morning light, the lily white, declare their Maker’s praise.
This is my Father’s world: He shines in all that’s fair;
In the rustling grass I hear Him pass;
He speaks to me everywhere.

This is my Father’s world. O let me ne’er forget
That though the wrong seems oft so strong, God is the ruler yet.
This is my Father’s world: why should my heart be sad?
The Lord is King; let the heavens ring!
God reigns; let the earth be glad!

This is my Father’s world, dreaming, I see His face.
I open my eyes, and in glad surprise cry, “The Lord is in this place.”
This is my Father’s world, from the shining courts above,
The Beloved One, His Only Son,
Came—a pledge of deathless love.

This is my Father’s world, should my heart be ever sad?
The Lord is King—let the heavens ring. God reigns—let the earth be glad.
This is my Father’s world. Now closer to Heaven bound,
For dear to God is the earth Christ trod.
No place but is holy ground.

This is my Father’s world. I walk a desert lone.
In a bush ablaze to my wondering gaze God makes His glory known.
This is my Father’s world, a wanderer I may roam
Whate’er my lot, it matters not,
My heart is still at home.

Sometimes....

Sometimes.

Sometimes I really feel like a failure/ letdown. 20K gone down the NUS wealth fund. It hurts even more when I am the one taking the weight of the whole loan. A close friend asked me if I want to do this permanently, I have to be very sure. I am not, I realized from memory that I may not always make the best calculated decisions. When I took this job up I was basing my trust on a feeling, a tinge of feeling. I feel that even though the ground is shaky I am in good hands.
I still believe I am and God will pull me through this bleak times. :)
I still believe.