2 parties.
2 different School of thoughts

1. Juvenile- anyone under 18 Adolescent- almost e age of puberty
2 Juvenile- young punk who cant make his own decisions Adolescent- very young kid
ideas any1??.. Cant imagine 20 year olds debating abt this..haha..

Last night my fren asked me a very question which puzzled me n also upset me. He asked me why in e Bible e pple then werent allowed to animals with split hoofs n some other stuff but now there seems to be no such restrictions n y e Sabbath dae is on a sundae when it should be on a Saturday coz then Sundae is e start of a new week??. His question was tt Christians nowadays are not living accord to e Word..or wat it seems. It wasnt said so politely. Anyway i was shocked coz he's a Christian juz tt he dont go to church frequently. I could only quote him from Acts God told Peter's vision of God instructing him to kill n eat chapter 10 but tt was to show tt e Gentiles were unclean n tt he should spread e gospel to them. I smsed Yahui n she gave me a possible reason was tt being Gentiles we arent bounded by e Law. like e guys dont have to be circumised. Coz whether Gentile or Jew e most important is not e laws but lving e Lord. I paraphrase again..i explained tt on our calendar Sunday's e 7th dae so its e Sabbath dae. But Sundae's e first dae in e Jewish calendar. He asked then are we comromising to e way of e world. (paraphrased). In my 20 years of existence, except in my adolescent years, i have always had issues with e Bible especially e old testament but i didnt really ask pple coz i usually cant form up wat i really wanna ask. Answers were slowly revealed after sticking to church all these years. But they haven been fully answered. I dont remember e questions. But like wat Pastor Loon says u believe in a pack of lies??. Some of these issues are packs of lies. We juz cant see it, i see why pple pray for discernment. I thank God for good frens like Vincent n Pee tt really kept me in church when i really felt like leaving. I always ask myslef if i m giving up on our friendship? Tt year i didnt leave..
Well as we were watching tv e pple ard den started asking similar questions, but it werent as serious as this. Vivan Hsu den appearred on Tv si zi loo koh..e discussion changed to love n gfs. Wat would do if ur gf was a pornstar..aa promicious when younger..all tt..its a ego thing, tts wat i felt. Love is not self-seeking..well, as long as she changes..=)
Haunted by my fren's question i tossed in bed trying to recall wat i have learnt all these years. I couldnt remember much.
Joshua 1:8 Do not let this Book of the Law depart from your mouth; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful. 9 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."

Lessons in french:
Bojour- Good morning or Good day
Monsieur-Mr
Madamesoille(cant remember how to spell)- Miss
Madame-Mrs
Au Revoir- Good Bye
Comment Allez-Vous-How was ur dae?
Et Vous- n u??
tres bien, merci (very well. thank u)
Donnez- give
moi- me
parlez lentement- speak slowly
huit- eight
bonne nuit- good night
bonsoir- good evening
joli-pretty
papier-paper
homme- man
hmm..cant remember e book's back in camp..haha..free french lessons found in in e ps bunk n noone wanted it. Quite interesting but very hard to learn especially since its so similar to english but pronounced differently. E pronouniations are many exceptions..cheem..
Got an off dae tomolo. Dont noe wat to do. Got nothing to do todae. Juz lazing ard..Writing my blog..filling up some quiz or questionaires on friendster. Wat to do?? Where to go??.. I dont noe...E roads are wet, dont feel like cycling. REad...hmmm...i got some books to read...

Feel we are drifting apart
And there's nothing I can do
But stretch out my hand
U looked e other way

Went out wif my brother!!!
I went out with my bro!! E first time in years!! This afternoon after reaching home, he told me he wanted cut his hair. I went to e salon with him as I need to cut my hair too coz of the thailand trip dont wanna trap too much heat but mostly coz RSM has been pressing us to. Anyway we hopped into his car waited outside e salon for half an hour, b4 e hairdresser came to serve us. We chatted a little, i brought home e tot Uni life is fun why waste my last years of study becoz of money n reject hostel life??
I wanted to cut spiked hair style. Watching my hair fall n get shorter n shorter isnt too fun. Well for ur info, its my first time going to a barber besides e one in my camp. U ask her cut wat style she wont understand seems e same to her hehe~. Anyway ya my mum usually cuts my hair. E hairdresser did a good job but it was hard figuring out wat he was trying to do until he finishes. Some wat like a piece of art.
After tt we headed e Far East as my bro wanted to get a crumpler bag. Seedy 3 e model..so cool black in colour. He used my Get a Life card added 8 bucks to my credit. Need 3 more dollars n i will draw even with e cost of e card. Anyone need to get anything from 77 street??.
Shopped ard n changed money for my thailand trip.
After tt we headed to Clementi to buy game n he bought a neverwinter nights expansion set. after tt we went home to pick up our parents for dinner at Soup Restaurant. My mum's birthdae dinner. Soup Restaurant's food is terrific. Like wat my bro says common but delicious. It is very very hao ci.
My mum wanted to get a shaver for stitch so went to e pet shop. We took some time looking at e doggies they had there. They had boston terrier, border collie, corgi, papillion chihuahua, silky terrier, lazy jack russell, cocker spaniel n a super fluffy pomerian. Left empty handed as there werent enough choices. Tt sums up my day todae. Didnt go for cell or rockclimbing coz i didnt wanna feel anymore cramped up e way i felt tis week when everything juz suddenly comes flying our way. =)

Nowadaes camp life seems so fun. Maybe its becoz i began to open up n let pple understand me more. Tink i become more chatty. Feel more n more bonded with e pple ard me. I believe they will catch me if i fall. =)

Riding back on a taxi with Joseph n ziJun n Ronson. I suddenly remembered how my guitar "Jasmine" came in my life. One fateful Chinese New Year, my brother after doing lotsa research decided to buy a Takamine Jasmine from Davis guitar i tink. After collecting e guitar, he went down to my cousin's house for family reunion. Left e guitar with me as he hurried to join my elder cousins. He told me to leave it somewhere. I left it leaning against e wall n went off doing my stuff. It dropped on e floor n e neck was broken into two i wasnt aware. Until after e whole thing, my bro realised it was broken when he took it out. He was heartbroken n very angry at me but he didnt scold me. I could see e fury in his eyes. My uncle conpensated him but giving him money to buy a new one. He bought exactly e same one. Bro was okno major money losses. After playing for a few years he gave up playing guitar n now puts alot of energy on soccer. E guitar is now in my room. Rusting n rotting. Hehe~ Lotsa scratches on e pick area coz of kor kor. Alot of others becoz of me, I usually put it on a stand beside my bed n in e morning i accidentally kick it or knock it off while sleeping. But I like this guitar. So nice polished black, with jasmine on its machine head n clear crisp sounds from its sound hole. It beats any Yamaha hands down. N wats best it looks like e guitar Bon Jovi brings for his concerts. Its juz a different model same brand. =)

Juz took my basic theory again...yesterdae. Got 4 mistakes already tink I m gonna fail again. I hope not, but i feel alot more confident of passing then e previous. My frens gave me lotsa advice. Each gave alot of advice n tips while i was studying in bunk. My mind was divided learning french from a coursebook i found in e office with cd n basic theory. Wahzz...french very hard to learn...really very difficult.

Leaving on e 13th for Thailand. Feel like so much I haven done yet. But den again I am going going for 2 weeks. Juz hope our very extra OC wont make us do double jobs like he always does. E best thing is i can skip ippt for 2 weeks more. Dont have e drive to train or e determination to cross e finishline faster den anyone. Feel I have proven myself dont have to try so hard. But if I dont i have to run a zillion times until i can. I can i used to. I used to love running now i hate it to e core. Pple change.
Some things never change, Some things do. -Matrix

Haven riden my bike for weeks now. Its rusting. My chain keeps getting sucked. Help!!! Hmmm. Yesterdae went to Seng Chu Heng. Guess who i saw. Yan!! Yan used to e mechanic from dirtwerks. I used to patron tt shop alot. Den he went to help out at e bike shop outside church. Remember e bike i rode n posted its pics on my blog tts his. Chatted for a while, poor thing from holland have to travel to tampines. Tink he's a aprentice coz they made him paint e backgate.

Haizz...Asked mum whether i could learn bike license for e umpteen time. She said no again. I had nothing to say against her. She asked me if I wanted to torture her by making her worry abt me. The way my brother made her when he got his bike. Haizzz..Dont wanna make her worry abt me. But using a bike is very practical at our age. N also i been wanting to ride a scrambler for ages. =(
Basic theory on fridae. Been reading it thru alot of times. But still not too confident abt passing. Hope i do. Really.

Not in e mood to do anything.
Juz now was trying to practise my trials riding gave up within 20 mins. Was trying to jump from one end of e court to e other. Still not jump far n dont have e stamina to jump repeatly. Wat's worse is e bike is now very heavy coz i changed to a heavier handlebars n tires. More control but less snappy. Haizz.. How to jump up stair when i cant even get e basics ritez? Tot i was going somewhere, feel like i starting from square 1 again. Dont have e heart to practise, need inspiration.

I have a jump on mondae.
Combat jump. Jump with my pack n sbo. Very heavy. Tts not wat i am afraid of, I am afraid of landing wrongly. The last time I jumped i landed on my butt, coz my knees gave in n i fell sideways. Tink i didnt lock my kneees tight enough. Scared of looking out of e jump door. N tinking I cant control what happens next besides looking out for each other n trying to land properly. Unlike our 1st few jumps, we were not afraid but u grow more n more afraid when u dont practise jumping for a long time n when slowly ur fren's stories of how they got injuried seep slowly into ur brain. U tink gosh! i may die there. Break a hand or leg. E perils of jump abound from twists to collisions to bad landings. Maybe I should close my eyes lock my knees tight n land. Tt way i wont reach for e ground n risk a toe injury n probably can land properly. Wish me luck!!. Can feel abit of how terminally ill pple may feel when e doc diagnosed them with e diease. I haven done many things, i am not done, not so soon...not so soon.