If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you
....
If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go...

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our own direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity

Help!! I m bored to death in camp.. help!!!!

Help...

=( help...

The history of the FED factory is very interesting. The major goal of the Soviet Union, after the revolution,was to become totally self sufficient. This goal was to be realized in all areas of manufacture as soon as possible. The intention was to make the " REVOLUTION " totally independent of the outside world. Anton Makarenko was a Ukrainian educator who had a vision of a different type of a school. He felt that the best form of education was to combine classroom studies with productive labor. He also envisioned a military style discipline system with the institution organized into multiple production units. The intention was that the production units would compete with each other. The second player in this drama is by far the most unlikely. Felix Edmondovich Dzerzhinsky was a Polish nobleman who wholeheartedly embraced Communism and the revolution. He was to rise high in the early communist government. His most long lasting contribution was as the founder of the secret police, the CHEKA. CHEKA is the initials of the official title, All-Russian Extraordinary commission for combating counter-revolution,sabotage and speculation. This organization was to change its' name several times over the years becoming first the GPU, then the OGPU, then the NKVD and finally the KGB. After the revolution there were great numbers of children whose parents were missing or dead. These "besprizorniki" as they were called were considered to be a great problem to the revolution. After reading a paper on the problem Dzerzhinsky offered to put himself and the CHEKA behind an effort to solve this problem. After Dzerzhinskys' death in 1926 the OGPU decided to build a childrens' commune as a memorial. In December of 1927 the " Trudkommuna imeni F.E. Dzerzhinskogo " (F.E. Dzerzhinsky Labor Commune) was opened with Makarenko as its' head. Initially the commune manufactured wooden furniture and later copies of Black & Decker electric drills. In 1932 it was decided to make copies of the "Leica". This was a very optimistic undertaking as this represented a level of complexity and fine tolerances never before seen in Russia. The Leica was selected because it was the most respected camera in the world. Initially approximately 30 copies of the Leica A were made as the first prototype run in late 1932 and 1933. However Leitz had the Leica II with a coupled rangefinder in production by this time and full production was switched to this model in 1934. None of these cameras have lugs to mount a strap.
Hmm..realised tt Russian antique cameras have a rich history..n cheap some more. Wat more a Leica copy..cool... Hehe wanna get one of these. Quite cool..mass produced and sold in bulk reducing the prices of these cameras by alot..

It never ceases to amaze me that Christian hope rests on a man whose message was rejected
& whose love was spurned, who was condemned as a crimminal & given a sentence of capital
punishment- Philip Yancey

yawnzz..nitezz..

All alone on a Sunday morning
Outside I see the rain is falling
Inside I'm slowly dying
But the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying
And you
Don't you know my tears will burn the pillow
Set this place on fire
'Cause I'm tired of your lie
All I needed was a simple "Hello"
But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry

I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure,
My heart never knew such pain
(And you) You leave me so confused
Now I'm all cried out, over you.

Cryin' over you, yeah
Never wanted to see things your way,
Had to go astray
For why was I such a fool (Why was I such a fool)
Now I see that the grass is greener
Is it too late for me to find my way home,
How could I be so wrong?

Leaving me all alone
Don't you know my tears will cause an inferno
Romance of the flames
Why should I take the blame?
You were the one who left me neglected (So sorry baby)
Apology not accepted
Add me to the broken hearts you've collected

I gave you all of me (Gave you all of me)
How was I to know,
You would weaken so easily

I don't know what to do (I don't know what to do)
Now I'm all cried out (All cried out)
Over you

I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure,
My heart never knew such pain
And you

You left me so confused

Now I'm all cried out
Now I'm all cried out
Over you

Like this song.. :)

I stopped at my tracks.
Threw down whatever I was carrying, looked up to the horizon and admired the sunrise.
A new day has come. Everything looked asleep. Only us, carrying casualities on the stretcher.
But It was all over. Tired and sweating profusely, its over i tot to myself.
3 more to go tho but tt will be another day's problem

Yesterdae. Mcf dinner.
Saw some of the people who faciliated the mcf camp i went for. Haha..tt time I was so dumb I didnt even noe tt a colonel is so high up in rank. I tot it was only a small fry haha. Saw my ex-oc, n 2 other ocs of diff. coys. I saw them last year also but I wonder why they were there. Something e speaker said tt really caught me. He said tt the old testament is a book of grace. N he quoted e eg of Adam n Eve. "You must not eat fruit from the tree that is in the middle of the garden, and you must not touch it, or you will die." But they didnt die becoz of grace. =)

Today power session was really power. Uncle Richard shared abt the convenant. The convenant with Noah. Den the convenant with Abraham. Den abt the 10 commandments. Den Christ who came down to be tt one sacrifice for all sins.
The tough part was all e questions Uncle Richard posted. It made us think so much we exhausted after the first few.
Namely:
Why did God choose Noah?
Why did God make a convenant with Noah? God is so powerful why did he have to promise Noah not to flood e earth again??
Why Abraham??.
Why did God make a convenant with Abraham??
hmm..e others i forgot liaozz...-these answers are not hard answer but e subsequent qns he asked made it hard. N i am very tired. I cant tink now.
Sometimes I take a peek at wat the power kids are doing during service. Wonder how much actually goes it. Like in reading e bible. The verse to be read can be repeated so many times n they still dont noe which verse or where its at. =|
Hmm...maybe time will change them..hopefully.


Looking at greenery can help with stress..Haizz..dont noe why e petals abit blur..anyway God bless..

This is my Father's world,
and to my listening ears
All nature sings,
and round me rings the music of the spheres.

This is my Father's world,
the birds their carols raise,
The morning light, the lily white,
declare their Maker's praise.

This is my Father's world: I rest me in the thought
Of rocks and trees, of skies and seas;
His hand the wonders wrought.
This Is My Father's World

This is my Father's world.
O let me ne'er forget
That though the wrong seems oft so strong,
God is the ruler yet.

This is my Father's world:
why should my heart be sad?
The Lord is King; let the heavens ring!
God reigns; let the earth be glad!

This is my Father's world:
He shines in all that's fair;
In the rustling grass I hear Him pass;
He speaks to me everywhere.
In the rustling grass I hear Him pass;
He speaks to me everywhere.

Feeling depressed, stressed, life is sucking e last breath off ur lungs??..hehe~ slow down n take time to enjoy God's creations. Take a walk in e park, e most refreshing thing to do..=)

Behold!! E tiger

Lazy one too

Yawnzz..

Almost time to go back
Onto e other side of the red dot
Distance pulls us apart
But fret not
U will appear in my dreams
Juz as U have..always..

Haizz..my cold has gotten worse feel so much phlem in my lung.
Cant breath properly. Breathless sometimes. Hope its nothing serious.
Juz dont understand why my nose runs every morning.

Going for New year day's prayer meeting was a good idea. Made me
think of alot of things I usually just put aside. Things I put over God..Its
easy to say put God first. But can u?? When monday comes and u feel alone
against the world. Like there's no one who's going through the same
situation or anyone willing to stretch their hands to help u thru. Prayers
for others friends, family, church ministries, harvesters in the field..blah
blah..The world does not evolve ard u. We are a community, oh-han-nah -family..no one gets left behind or forgotten :) We are a family, supporting and
encouraging each other.
Sometimes feel I am so dumb. Why do I always look at e short term goals
n not the long term implications??..When I watched LOTR yesterdae. The
one thing that I brought away was not only friendship, fellowship..blah
blahz..wat Pee says.. But I could see e drive, e goal, e hope in the eyes
of the charactors. Failure may seem to be at e door but fear not, for all
hope isnt lost. The purpose driven actions, they know what they want.
Things may happen, loved ones lost, hearts broken but the vision of a
tomorrow without evil is so strong in them. Wat drives me??..As I face
tomorrow, will I yield to God's will or crumble. Godlum desired e ring( short term)
in turn it destroyed him..his sanity, humanity(long term)..Haha..juz tot of this..