Had a reminder today of wat was impressed
on me last family service.

4 what is man that you are mindful of him,
the son of man that you care for him?
Psalms 8:4

Excited

Juz received an email from the cycling sub club.
They are forming a team for cross country n road race.
Asked me if I was interested. Yea!!!...Finally..Hope
they dont train on sundays. Finally can do something
tt I like.

Each has his past shut in him like
the leaves of a book known to him
by his heart, and his friends can only
read the title.
-Virginia Woolf

Moonrise 

Seeing things? 

Hundred metre daash.. 

Ivan shielding the ball from the opponents 

Ah heng getting past e defender 

She took my hand n held its with hers
" So cold " She said and began rubbing my hands
warm. Didnt really warm my hands but warmed
and melted my heart....Distant memories tt
I hope my failing memory will nv ever forget.

Do Not Worry

25?Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life[b]?
28?And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, ?What shall we eat?? or ?What shall we drink?? or ?What shall we wear?? 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Outside home3 

Outside home2 

Outside home1 

Looking back,
I m finally attempting to do
things tt I wanna do. Learnt
something, dont wait for others
to join u or share e same interest..
u may not even get to do wat u intended to.
Its ur life..not lived out by other pple...

Artist:
Casting Crowns
Album:
Casting Crowns

Who Am IWho am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're
Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours - Who am I

Enchanted woods?. 

Wat happened to guy smiley?

In the last, pple used to call me guy smiley.
I smiled alot unconsciously, maybe I was happy
carefree, not so troubled..Ashley aka Ger always
asked me when she's feeling troubled how did I remain
cheerful all e time. I had no answer. Was it in me? Was
it my nature?
Looking at my life rite now, I m not so certain tt being
cheerful is my nature, it was. Now I seldom smile.
Melancholic, I would say my attitude towards life.
Wake up feeling sad, e only comfort is my cute and
temperless dog sleeping beside me and monkey who
sleeps on my pillow. Its hard to tell myself to get up
when I seem to have nothing to look forward to.
A cloud of sadness juz looms above me every morning.

So wat happened to Guy Smiley??
Lets juz say he's sick, trying hard to get back up on his feet
again.

Self portrait 

7To keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. 8Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. 9But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. 10That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
2 cor 12:7-10

I am weak, is something not easy to say but is true...

Letting go is no easy feat.
Asking urself to not worry abt something,
Entrusting things in God's hands.
But we noe He will lift out burdens.
We like to have it our hands, we wish to control
to monitor...reluctant..

Spider's prey 

Big spider 

Sneaky cricket 

Irritating irritating..
Clenched fists
Grinding teeth
arrghhh....wats his prob??..
Feel like beating him up..
Beesh, take tt n tt n tt..

You can fly so high
Keep ur gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we're so faraway apart
I love u too much to make you stay
Baby fly away..

Corrinne-fly away

Grasshopper. Let it stayed still for me haha... 

my wallpaper 

Gloomy day??.. 

School's starting tomolo. A reluctance to do anything now, dont wan this nite to end.
Remember how it was last sem, felt so inferior felt so dumb, so helpless..
Everyone was catching up was doing ok. Everyone consoled me, dont worry can one..
but in e end...cannot haizz..
Reminded of wat Samuel said. Switch course la...U nv noe maybe its better den wat u expect?
Will i be able to take tt step out of my comfort zone??..No i probably wont wanna waste 2 sem's work.
Have u ever felt unable to lift up ur head?? I have...its a very sick feeling. Like everyone towering over u.
Tis sem, I believe in myself n wat God has in store. It actually doesnt matter so much to me my achievements.
Honors 1st 2nd or 3rd. But I am under loan, how to return tt money if I cant find a job? I say to myself one thing..trust.

At the foot of the cross
Where grace and suffering meet
You have shown me Your love
Through the judgment You received
And You've won my heart
Yes You've won my heart
Now I can
Trade these ashes in for beauty
And wear forgiveness like a crown
Coming to kiss the feet of mercy
I lay every burden down
At the foot of the cross
At the foot of the cross
Where I am made complete
You have given me life
Through the death You bore for me
I'm laying every burden down
I'm laying every burden down

At the foot of the cross - Kathryn Scott

Walked thru the botanical gardens this morning..Had no mood to
even do my fave hobby, nature photography. Had alot on my mind.
School's starting soon, Its a hectic sem this time. Alot of things I wanna do
and have to manage. Have to give up somethings in order for other things to come in.
Haizz...

Haiz...lost alot of e pics i took this dec...
Drive corrupted..wat to do...sad sad sad..
Nvm..move on..its not impt..

big plans?? 

Woahzz..tts tooo bright