All I want is you -Planetshakers

I?ve waited all my life to be here face to face.
I never knew that I could feel this kind of grace.
The way You show me that Your blood has washed me clean,
Could never be erased; it lives inside of me.

Take me to that secret place,
Where I can only see Your Face,
And nothing else will ever feel this way.
You take away my guilty stains,
The things I?ve done that I can?t change,
It?s only by the Power of Your name.

I stand here in this place,
See the Glory on Your Face,
Taken by the wonder of Your name.
I?m desperate for Your touch,
Never needed it so much,
Cause all I want is You.

When all the things around me have fallen to the ground
I?m always thankful for the love in You I?ve found.

New song that I have been trying to play. Its 5am. What am I doing
awake at this hour?? I drank coffee again, it used to be harmless to me.
Well, not anymore. I was wondering if we say that God is good to us,
then when people ask us how is life or how were your exams, you
shouldn?t say anything negative because God is with us?
Hmmm?I should go to sleep soon..really. Tink I will conk out in
no time.

1 more day!!
Freedom. Can u smell it!! Can't wait.

Is it just me??.
Do I always find myself at the
bottom of the bell curve??.
Karene asked why my exams
always seem so bad. I dont noe,
is it just me or is everyone facing
the same problem??. Was I put here
for a purpose? Am I in hall for a purpose?

Confused, dismayed, angry, upset, disappointed.

I realised the factor for me to work hard is really
interest. I will fall asleep easily if it were something
I take no interest in. I am not those who will try hard to
understand, especially if I don't like the topic. I will
just not bother about it. How? Is there somewhere that
I fit into?? I really hope next semester when I finally
specialise in Environmental engineering that I won't
face the sasme problems as I have with all these
common engineering topics. Especially physics and
maths. More chemistry please!! No more maths or physics.
So sick of them.... Give me more Organic chemistry!!

Hmmm..

3 more days to freedom!!
Will have so much of it I think I will
be sick of it and wanna go back to skool?
Nah..tt will nv happen haha..
Cant seem to focus on my studies.
Keep thinking of wat to do during the
holidays, wat songs to learn next, wat .
2 more papers! I will done 3 days
from now.

But willl miss the pple in hall. These few months
spent many nites together doing funny things,
like playing monkey using a frisbee, eating supper,
trying to wake each other up. All e late nights spent
chatting or watching tv....Hmmm..

Now I miss my family. Haven been home for 3 weeks and
counting. Ggoing back only on Sunday but I tink I will reach
home late. Wanna play!!

Come out and play!..

Discouraged

Should be the word to describe my feelings
over the past few days ever since Saturday's
physics paper. Was reminded of this verse
when tinking thru wat was discussed during
power tis afternoon. A verse Ps Fu-man left
with me many years back.

9 This book of the law shall not depart from your mouth,
but you shall meditate on it day and night, so that you may
be careful to do according to all that is written in it; for
10 then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will
have success. 9 "Have I not commanded you? Be 11 strong and
courageous! Do not tremble or be dismayed, for the LORD your
God is with you wherever you go."

NIV says discouraged, NKJV says dismayed.
Dismay no further for the Lord your God is with you
wherever you go.

Physics Paper!

Wahzz...all tt I practices had for
those difficult derivations dint come out.
The topics tt came out were those tt were shaky for me.
Alot of explanation some more. Smoke my way through.
Tinking of whether i should stick to engin.
If I cant beat the rest wat's pt??.
But I am thankful tt I was very calm. Even though
I forgot some of the formulaes tt came out.
Physics should really have a help sheet lor.
Memorising all tt is cRAzY!!.
Juz praying for a pass.
I will be super happy..

My cap score how??.
Tink I can forget abt honours already.
Feel small when Im with my frens all of their cap
scores at least a 3...
Starting to feel like my SJI days again where I
was always amongst the last in class during
sec1 and sec2( last time I juz flip thru the textbook and
say I finish studying liaozz..hehe..1 glance. Siao one).
I m glad I m understanding the topics alot more.
I actually understood mostof my physics notes the
past few days tt I have beenstudying. Its interesting
but It cant sustain my interest.
Work hard but not doing well. Something's wrong with the
equation.

Really feeling very disheartened now. Should I make tt switch?

Thank The Lord

So grateful that I was able to do
the past year papers without much
help. I've been praying for understanding
in the things that I am studying. Now I am
so much more interested in my physics.
Haha...Thankful..

Exams are nearing,

Everyone's feeling the stress. Da bao dinner,
da bao supper. Locked up in their rooms, or
flooding the study room. Studied quite abit
today. Hopefully, I calculated correctly. I
should have time to finish revising for
all the subjects.
Guidance...

Avalon - Everything To Me

I grew up in sunday school
I memorized the Golden rule
And how Jesus came to set the sinner free
I know the story inside out
I can tell you all about
The path that led Him up to Calvary
But ask me why He loves me
And I don't know what to say
But i'll never be the same
Because he changed my life when He became...

Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything, everything to me

We're living in uncertain times
And more and more I find that i'm aware
Of just how fragile life can be
I want to tell the world I found
A love that turned my life around
They need to know that they can taste and see
Now everyday I'm praying
Just to give my heart away
I want live for Jesus
So that someone else might see that he is...

Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything
And looking back over my life at the end
I'll go to meet you saying you've been...

You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
You're everything to me
Lord, you're everything to me

Holidays!!!

Haha...1 and a half more weeks to holidays! Yea!!
Sad thing is my holidays will be bunt by holiday
committes in hall and also in Chem n Envir eng
orientation camp, hopefully can join the skool's
softball team, reservist, and I tink helping out in
montage stuff. Den if next year I am staying I
will be joining orientation for hall. So like 2
consecutive years of 3mths holidays burnt.
Still got my driving if i still wanna take it.
No money liaoz. I tink i really shouldnt take
it up again until i got enough money.
2 failures expensive man.

Juz now my fren mentioned my vocation in the
army, den my female frens laughed in disbelief.
Haiyazz..weird le. For guys they will look at u in
a diff. light but gers usually will not believe.
A thing of the past. Though the pride is still
in my heart not reflected or displayed outwardly.
Too out of shape to prove it anyway.

Anyway gotta mug hard soon,
study hard now, play harder later.
That's how the equation works.
If only I can hold true to it....

Hmm...yes!!...Finally finished the stupid online
e-beam experiemnt. super irritating la. Keep
crashing den got special technique to pick up
the weight. Would rather do it hands on lorz.
Its so so much easier. Dotzz...super frustrated,
luckily iys over. Left with the discussions. Wat a
dumb program!.

Time seems to be running out for me. Dont buck up
and I tink i really will have no honours to mention.
I really dont feel like studying and haven been paying
full attention in lectures and tutorials. Alot of times I
cant understand wat the teacher assistants are saying.
Their accent sometimes too strong. Or I scribble notes
which I cant read after awhile. My lowest pt of my
educational life. I hope for the best. Resolved to
study hard from now but its abit late.

I am juz glad my parents are very supportive not jus
with my studies but also my other interests, thank God
for them. Encouraging me all the way. And stitch, she cried when
I came back. Tries to cuddle close to me aaahh..so sweet.
Miss my family and doggie. Gonna stay in hawll to mug these
coming weeks. haizz...

Was talking one of the ger in my block. She was
complaining how her fellow tutorial classmate
tot that she was from China. Embarassed she
ran away from the conversation. Then, I mentioned
that I have been getting "Are U Malaysian?" The entire
week. And she was like "oh ya u do". Heartbroken.
She said I got the boy next door look, like kampong
kid. But nvm at least she say I look like the boy next door
hehe.

To clear the air, i am not malaysian. Nieither are
my parents and we dont have any relatives from Malaysia.
I am Singaporean and can count (with my fingers and toes)
the no of times I have actually been to Malaysia.

Tinking abt all the natural disasters that have occuring recently.
Cant help tink abt matthew 24 which is on the
signs of the end of the age. Are we ready for our
Saviour's return? Will it be our generation??


Matt 24
32?Now learn this lesson from the fig tree: As soon as its twigs get
tender and its leaves come out, you know that summer is near.
33Even so, when you see all these things, you know that it is near,
right at the door.

I got my guitar fixed. Dont noe wat the previous owner did to e settings.
All wrong, luckily I met Malcolm. I tink its a blessing in disguise.
Now the action is low and very playing. The new strings and nice and
tight but still tink i wan a more darker sound.

Here got the story.
I left my guitar to Davis to fix the action and went down to
luthermusic to try out the TRB bass, their top level guitar.
I met this guy named Eugene as he was a bassist we
chatted abt basses and all. Walking ard the area,
he met his lost time no see friend, Malcolm who is a
fellow chirstian and also a luther. Den another fren of
theirs came along. They were old time jamming pals and
we sat down together to drink kopi and discuss abt guitars.
Well, i was lost. Did not noe what they were talking abt.
Anyway den davis called to tell me tt my guit was ready.
Den we all went down together. Malcolm when at BK asked
me to show him my guitar, when I took it out.
He told me all tt was all wrong. E fretboard, saddle, pickups..
woahzz..He tot for a while asked me if I wanted it fixed on
tt very day. Of course I wanted to. He promised tt it will play like a dream.
Trusted him as he was a very well known luther in the local and international
scene. Well, I went down to his place to watch. After all tt tuning and all.
It really plays like a dream..Juztt I would like a darker sound tt
is done but changing e strings.
Yay...finally..
Even more angry with e previous owner.
Irresponsible. Nv set up the bass properly.
Plain lazy, mistreat the guitar caused its
scars..=(

Thankful I could find this help or i would be
so clueless tt my fretboard actualy was causing e action to
be so high.
Thank e Lord for a nice brother in Christ and a helpful
and ever ready to serve.

Hmmmm...combined worship was da bomb!!
Hehe~ enjoyed worshipping with e rest
of the christians in hall and encouraging
sharings too. I kinda starting to like my
bass. But need some adjustments and some
TLC. Thanx e Lord for the opportunity to
be part of this and that the master actually
allowed us to use the reccreational lounge.

May our praise be an offering of fragance to U..

Cracks seems to be juz a finish crack- meaning crack because of expansion
and contraction due to weather or temperature changes. Should I keep?
I tink i m probably gonna keep it. Hehe..
Scars are like battle scars haha..
Need new strings and lowered action tho.
Yawnz...Davis guitar so faraway

Tomolo!
Tomorrow is combined worship. Its an event for all
christians in hall to come and worship God and give
thanx for His providence for us. Yea!

Hmmm...should i keep the bass?
Fender Standard Jazz Bass V (made in mexico)
It has cracks on the body where the body meeets
the fret. Haizz..dont noe if its juz a finish crack if
tt den juz repaint but if its a crack in the wood..die..
Hopefully can get some cash back or return the bass?
The seller agreed to meet again. Anyway he's very helpful.
Agreed to discuss abt it.
How?? How??...
Sad...

Today during combined service, we sang this hokkien
song. One of its verse says "Hold my hand because I am
afraid of the road ahead." blah blah blahzz...
something like tt. Cant converse in hokkien so dont
noe if wrong. Stuck a heartstring, we man are so weak,
being headstrong we refuse to ask for help or aid.
Many a times, I feel like I am out there all alone.
People around me but still feel lonely.

Can this be true??..
A Fender Standard 5 strings jazz bass for juz $600??.
wahhz super tempting..probably meeting tt guy on tues.
Made in mexico...hmm...$600 for an original fender?.

Irritated.
Why does everyone ask me if I am local? My other team ushering
team leader asked me the same question. I asked him why.
He said i look like a malaysian..Ahhh...I got e malaysian look?.
And i look like I speak chinese??..Wrrong on both accounts...
=(