Chaotic skyline

Greeny one

Puff e magic dragon

Clouds

Outside of home

Sunset in Jurong
Today's selects. Playing with polarizer. City Hall..Haha smaller pictures look great haha...save loading time too...

Hmmm...time flies..I remember last year ard tomolo we were at Elly's place stayed over to celebrate her birthdae. And I was suffering from compulsive sneezing(my own term)
becoz of her doggie's fur. Always happens. Ate breakfast at one of e food courts at Orchard i remember i ate Sheng Mian..dont noe why i remember tt. I only seemed like yesterdae. Maybe its becoz New Year's eve like Christmas were always spent with someone special.
It was 4 years ago(doesnt seem tt faraway). Spent e nite at East Coast together. Of course there were other pple. Pple we left them n played n chatted. Juz e two of us. Up n down e coast. Laughing, chatting giggling, tokking nonsense n doing silly stuff..
These memories something I treasure. Guess these kinda of experiences will nv come again. Went back with lotsa sand in my jeans, some pple like to kick sand at me. That time was e pager craze..page here page there. Haha..
They will nv come again becoz everyone is being so caught up with time. Things to do..can u be with someone n not worry abt things to do or to come??. I worry abt things to come alot. E next weeks til e end of March will be jam packed with missions, outfields n combat fitness training. Something I really dread. I can smell it..its tt near. Its like e year end exams u hate it. It's merciless..but u noe once ya thru e holidaes are near. Same for me. Forgive me if I dont pay attention when ya talking or keep looking at my watch. Every weekend is very precious for me esp. now, got things to do, things to see to..

Watched Under e Tuscan Sun todae. It was a not bad movie. Set in Italy, e scenery from e movie really made me wanna be there. The old architecture, e fields of flowers n e warm orange sunrays tt bounce off e old walls of e small town. Hahaha..e sunlight in Singapore aint tt gentle. I realised e place I really wanna stay was there. Hmmm...beside e sea n e short storey flat roof houses stacking up e hill. Always seen it but didnt noe where it was. It was where "Marcello" stayed..3 hours from Rome..Hmm...some of e actors had lovely blue eyes..

Anyway I realised yesterdae tt my bro's film roll slr camera, is a wide angle len camera. Whoa!!!...So cool. I can like take pictures of e sea or horizon n not really be afraid of not getting e whole picture in view. N e black dot on e len seems to be invisible in e printout so i guess his camera is good to go...good!!!Well it has aperuture range of 2 to 27 n shutter 1/1000 to 30s cool ritez..Anyway e pictures turned out ok but 11 were too bad to be developed e rest were ok. Now I got more confidence in kodak..Haha..

But my mount ophir pictures were horrible. E pics lacked e detail n e blue wasnt as rich...arrgh..most of them were pictures of clouds covering e blue sky..was so disappointed. Next time I m not gonna go to fujifilm to do stuff. Anyway if there are anymore portraits worthy of a portfolio I will go to those in town. E best in town...better show some standard..aarrgghh!!..Imagine someone ruins e best pictures u ever taken, u will sorta feel e way I do..

Stay
Lisa Loeb

You say I only hear what I want to
You say I talk so all the time so

And I thought what I felt was simple
And I thought that I don’t belong
And now that I am leaving
Now I know that I did something wrong
’Cause I missed you
Yeah yeah, I missed you

You say I only hear what I want to
I don’t listen hard, don’t pay attention to the the distance that you’re running
To anyone, anywhere
I don’t understand if you really care
I’m only hearing negative: no no no no

So I turn the radio on, I turn the radio up
And this woman was singing my song:
Lover’s in love and the other’s run away
Lover is crying ’cause the other won’t stay

Some of us hover when weep for the other who was
Dying since the day they were born
Well, well, this is not that
I think that I’m throwing, but I’m thrown

And I thought I’d live forever, but now I’m not so sure
You try to tell me that I’m clever
But that won’t take me anyhow, or anywhere with you

You said that I was naive and I thought that I was strong
I thought, “Hey I can leave, I can leave”
Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, ’cause I missed you
Yeah, I missed you

You said, “You caught me ’cause you want me and one day you’ll let me go
You try to give away a keeper, or keep me
’Cause you know you’re just scared to lose”
And you say,
“…Stay”

You say I only hear what I want to

Mt Ophir

Darrell

I try consoling myself
Stop thinking
Stop imagining
But I cant,
watching e two of u walk away
I wish all these had nv happened
We were back to how we were
How happy n carefree we were

Finally, dont feel that uneasy telling people tt my cameras' $1.1k but got scolded today by my bro. He said 1.1k is too much for a 2nd hand camera. My argument was tt I used e canon G5 which I wanted was not as good n very complicated to use. But still haizz...made me think abt whether its worth it or not. I still think its worth it. I like e design n e ease of use n e very vibrant colours it produces. Watever. Hey I only paid my fren 200 bucks I haven paid e full amount so..hehe~

Oh ya saw this girl in flowery berms at e train station on e first day. She like us was lost didnt noe have to go thru e immigration stuff..I wanted to chat with her dont noe why but didnt lahzz...She looked like a backpacker..muz be flowery berms..haha...okok..sweet dreams..Feels good to be at home.

To Mt Ophir n back
Hmm...wat a great trip it was tho I'm physically aching everywhere...Thighs, calf, shoulder, neck all hurt.

25th Night
4 hours train trip down to Segamat. We were all chit chatting on e train almost all e way. Had a minor diaheorra on e train muz be the dinner. Luckily they sold those stomach pills on e train took e whole satchet n I was ok. Upon arriving at Segamat at ard 12 midnight we ate supper at e stall outside e train station. We wanted to head down e foot of e mt ovia cab but e cab uncle got attitude dont wanna reduce e price to 30 initially 40..So instead we slept on e bus terminal on its 2nd level which was a hawker centre. Felt like a poor beggar when nowhere to sleep. Anyway e place was quite clean. But there was this guy who would shout "Bak!!" all nite. WE couldnt really get to sleep. In e morning that guy asked us for cigarettes n some money we refused. He was quite irritating. He introduced himself as a ex-teacher. Haiz poor thing dont noe wat happened to him.

26th
We headed downstair n almost immediately we got a cab. The uncle was quite good. He brought us to a place to eat den down to e mt. He agreed to pick us up e next day 1330. So we began our climb. We registered. Den waited 1 hour for e ranger to check us in n stuff. We read e descriptions b4 tt. 64th highest mountain in Malaysia but 6th most difficult n most climbed. E first part was 532 steps. We tot tt was hard tt we tot wrong. E climb got gradually harder n harder. We stopped at e waterfalls there. To play ard, take photos and wash up. We were in high spirits. Tho e climb was difficult some parts muddy n dangerous. There was no safety, like once u fall off something, tt's it. Checkpt 1 to 5 was quite ok lahz. The worst parts were cehckpts 5 to 8. Wahzz..all e almost vertical climbing. The tree roots were like almost vertical have to climb up n there was 3 or 4 slippery rock surfaces to climb using wet n slippery ropes tt evertone uses. There was one in particular super high n it was on e side of e mt so u can see like a trees below. We were supposed to campsite but decided to camp on e summit. Nicer mahzz.. Finally we reached e summit. There were clouds all over. U will feel on top of the world. U can see very far n e cloubs go on forever. It was beautiful. But hard to take pictures becoz of e cold n the clouds always covering e things u wanna take. E clouds there moved very fast. We ptitched our tents after a while of exploring n slacking. Well. Camping on e summit was a bad idea for tt night. Coz it was like gonna rain dense rain clouds covering us. WE were freezing cold. Cooked our dinner in e cold. Hmm..i brought e least food only 5 snicker bars..well Jeremy's worst he didnt bring anything helpful. Hehe Anyway e tent we pitched e one I, Kelvin n Jeremy slept in, e fly cover kept coming off, n e winds so strong we couldnt get to sleep. We had this fear of being swept away. E other tent haha...my ex pl sgt didnt not pin e pegs down n haha..it almost flew off luckily Jeremy was quick enough to grab it. By 8 plus we went to rest. Wanted to lok at e stars but it was too cloudy n too windy. I went over to the other tent to chit chat. we lamented on our sad love lifes n suan Mark's dad coz he's a professional liar. He's e world famous geomancer haha....We laughed at how one of e other pl sgt asked for his service n had to pay e market rate even tho he was in charge of mark's pl in camp. It was like shoving money into mark's wallet haha...Went back to rest after tt. Couldnt sleep at all. Kept checkig if e fly cover came off. Or tt e zip we open becoz of e wind being too strong...Scary manzz..U n me against mother nature..2am our sgt. tot of a good idea change location to abit farther down at least e wind wasnt too strong there.

Daybreak.
Had a hard time waking Jeremy, we packed shop n eat breakfast shivering. The wind was just too cold. Had maggi mee n uncle toby's n some mocha..oh mocha was last night. Anyway it was very cold lahz. I took off my windbreaker to start moving on but put it bac k on e enxt momnet. WE walked to checkpt 7 b4 removing our windbreakers. E journey down was alot easier. We were almost running at e easier slopes. Abit late for e cab already. Going down those steep slopes were scary esp. when u dont noe how to climb down. coz e footing isnt as steady as climbing up. Ur weight's going down..Climbing down back to e 532steps I fell down at e steps. Too slippery..almost whacked my head against e railing luckily my bag protected me..We reached e foot of the mountain. Took a shower snacked a bit n talked abt our experiences. It was a very great trip even tho it was very cold n tiring...Esp when climbing up. U get really tired n out of breath n looking up u see so much more..wahzz..dao bi..E cab brought us back to e train station had lunch at e same place we slept. Funny thing all e stores sell e same thing..Took e train back to woodlands. Didnt wanna take down to tanjong pagar another 45 mins trip. No way. We shared a cab from woodlands home...
Home sweet home...wee!!!!! Tired..
Maybe I would wanna do it again maybe not.

Cant wait to go to Mt Ophir but its aches to noe we are moving off on Christmas evening. Christmas to me, no matter spent with firend or loved ones has always had a special place in my heart. Its not like my frens i am going eith are a bore..But haizz..dont noe how to explain..

To pretend tt everything is ok
That nothing ever happened
I cant
I smile and try to hide e pain
But my heart aches each time we meet.
To watch love just slip through my fingers
The way fine sand does
No matter how much I try
I ask myself what did I do wrong
But I dont want to hear it
Dont want to guess
Dont want to know
I am tired, spare me the heartaches
Guess its no one's fault
Just my wishful thinking.

Love Alone

No one would love me
If they knew all the things I hide
My words fall to the floor
As tears drip through the telephone line

And the hands I've seen raised to the sky
Not waving but drowning all this time
I'll try to build the ark that they need
To float to you upon the crystal sea

Give me your hand to hold
'Cause I can't stand to love alone
And love alone is not enough to hold us up
We've got to touch your robe
So swing your robe down low
Swing your robe down low

The prince of despair's been beaten
But the loser still fights
Death's on a long leash
Stealing my friends to the night

And everyone cries for the innocent
You say to love the guilty, too
And I'm surrounded by suffering and sickness
So I'm working tearing back the roof

And the pain of the world is a burden and it's my cross to bear
And I stumble under all the weight
I know you're Simon standing there
And I know you're standing there

Words and Music by Aaron Tate
Artist: Caedmon's Call
CD: Long Line of Leavers

Hmm...Merry Christmas pple!!!
Christmas aint abt e presents or e family dinner. ITs abt e birth of Jesus Christ who died to save us from our sins. Hope one dae u all get to knoe him personally..=)

They have been married for two years. He loves
literature and often posts his work on the net, but nobody ever
reads them. He is also into photography and he handle their wedding
photos. He loves her very much. Like wise with her. She has a quick
temperand always bullies him. He is a gentleman and always gives
in to her.

Today, she's being wilful again.

Her : "Why can't you be the photographer for my
friend's wedding?

She promised she'd pay."

Him : "I don't have time that day."
Her :"Humph!"

Him : "Huh?"

Her : "Don't have time? Write less of those
novels, and you will have all the time you need."

Him : "I... someone will definitely recognize
my work some day."

Her : "Humph! I don't care, you'll have to do it
for her.! "

Him : "No."

Her : "Just this once?"
Him : "No."


Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the final
warning: "Give me a Yes within three days, or else..."

First day. She "withheld" the kitchen,
bathroom, computer, refrigerator, television, hi-fi...
Except the double bed, to show her "benevolence".

Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He
didn't mind, as he still has some cash in his pockets.

Second day. She conducted a raid and removed
everything from his pockets and warned, "Seek any external help,
and you bear the consequences."

He's nervous now. That night, on the bed, he
begs for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state. She doesn't give a
damn. No way am I giving in, whatever he says. Until he agrees.

Third day. Night. On the Bed. He's lying on the
bed, looking to one side. She's lying on the bed, looking to the
other side.

Him : "We need to talk."

Her : "Unless it's about the wedding, forget
it."

Him : "It's something very important."

She remains silent.

Him :"Let's get a divorce."

She did not believe her ears.

Him : "I got to know a girl."

She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him. But
she held it down, wanting to let him finish. But her eyes already
felt wet. He took a photo out from his chest. Probably from his
undershirt pocket, that's the only place she didn't go through
yesterday. How careless.

Him : "She's a nice girl."

Her tears fell.

Him : "She has a good personality too."

She's heartbroken because he puts a photo of
some other girl close to his heart.

Him : "She says that she'll support me fully in
my pursue for literature after we got married."

She's very jealous because she said the same
thing in the past.

Him : "She loves me truly. "

She wishes to sit up and scream at him "Don't I?"

Him : "So, I think she won't force me to do
something that I don't want to do."

She's thinking, but the rage won't subside.

Him : "Want to take a look at the photo I took
for her?"

Her : ".....!"

He brings the photo before her eyes. She's in a
total rage, hits his
hand away and leaves a burning slap on his
face.

He sighs. She cries.

He puts the photo back to his pocket. She pulls
her hand back under the blanket.

He turns off the light, and sleeps. She turns
on the light, and sits up.
He's asleep. She lost sleep. She regrets
treating him the way she treated him.

She cried again, and thought about a lot of
things. She wants to wake him up.
She wants to have a intimate talk
with him. She doesn't want to push him anymore.
She stares at his chest. She wants to see
how the girl looks.

She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry and
she wanted to laugh.

It's a nicely taken photo of herself. A photo
he took for her. She bends down, and kissed him on his cheek.

He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep.

"You learn to love, not by finding a perfect
person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

Hmm...sweet story i read from togoparts forums...=)

In e hands of the expert she went. "Wat happened to her? U built it up urself?" I looked away shyly without answering. With patient n gentle touches he started to fix up the problem....Well he wasnt so gentle with his words but den arent they all e same...=)
I am convinced. I should get the experts to help me with my bicycle even if it costs some money. At least e adjustments they make, make the difference. Me one lost idiot trying to fix e prob compared to their years of experiences. I pale in comparsion. Leaving the bike shop I felt challenged to takin up a job as a bike mechanic again. Help e kids on 2 wheels with their darlings n see them smile. =)
But i noe its not a good plan, cant survive. Well...for now i will e patient with my bicycle n slowly fix it..

Completely spooked...

Watched a video on e company com. I juz happened to pass by. Everyone was curious abt e video clip coz it had like a very weird title. An e video. A man pinning another man on e ground with his foot.. E victim screaming n struggling. E man takes out a dagger. Pierces straight thru e neck n den up n down b4 finally cutting his head off. Iwas totally disgusted!! How could someone ever d/l something like tt??. No one in e coyline has this kinda violent tots. At least i think. ut e bigger picture how could someone do this to his fellow man n think its funny n circulate rd e net. Juz thinking of it juz scares me...watching a real man die in front of ur face....dont think its fake looks so real...eekss..cant bear thinking. How to feel safe living amongst perverse people with violent tenacies. N thieves ard, my frens got their money stloen last night. When they were all asleep, e theif took their money from their unlocked cupboards. I tot we reached a stage we can trust each other with our stuff. We are back to sq one again. Wonder who's tt thief, hope its not one of us...

Taxi



Intro : G Em C D ( 3 Times )

Verse
G Em C D G

Em C D G

Em C D G

Em C D G Em C D

Verse
G Em C D G

Em C D G

Em C D G

Em C D Am

Prechorus
Am Bm Em

C F+(Bass C#) D

Chorus
G Em

Am D

G E

Am D C ( G )

Verse
G Em C D G
Em C D G

Em C D G

Em C D Am


Solo : G Em C D ( 2 Times )

Em C D G Em C D

Em C D G
Em C D G

Neighbourhood shots
My photo albums updated time to time..Pls give ur comments. Thanx
HUmm...seens like have to sign in b4 u all enter...anyway can ask me for e password or sigh in lorzz...give ya comments..=)

Hahaha...watched Sinbad, Toy Story n Ice Age within these 2 daes...e weather's making me very lazy. Besides going out with Mum for lunch didnt do much.
Oh ya..I bought 80A blue filters n a polarizer from cash converter very cheap $6. Too bad e polarizer's len is a bit haizz..but cool. Next time can buy from there. They have alot of camera stuff. Alot of filter lens but all not my size...52mm..
Did u noe this week was amazing. I went into this week worried. We were suppposed to have mission on Tuesdae Wednesdae n Thursdae den a long weekend. All tt walking in e jungle in e cold..But juz a word from CO and e mission was cancelled. And OC suddenly tot of his flashies n enemy and he send us home for e offs we were entitled to. Haha..weee!!!! And guess wat Friday's a long weekend. And Fridae which is tomolo is juz Christmas celebrations. So we can expect to leave early. Wonderful!!!
Recalling e past two weeks were miserable. E logistics inspection and the things to do to prepare almost drove me crazy. N e logistic and admin for skill n arms too. Luckily its all over. Can expect better days til next year...Everything starts all over..e training..missions..but its my 2nd attec which means I ord-ing soon!!..Wee!!!...Suffer first den party...
To infinity and beyond!! haha..

Fuel-Bad Day

Chorus: (clean electric)
Had a bad day again She said I would not understand
She left a note and said I'm sorry I I had a bad day again


Verse:
Spilled her coffee, broke her shoe lace Smeared the lipstick on her
face Slammed the door and said I'm sorry I I had a bad day
again

Pre-Chorus:
And she swears there's nothing wrong, I hear her playing that same old song
She puts me off and puts me on and
She left a note and said I'm sorry I I had a bad day___


...slammed e door n said I'm sorry I had a bad day....Bored..coped at home..e bad weather outside makes me feel so much worse..
Oh i realised my get fit plans are not working coz everything i get back home. I let my guard down n eat n eat n eat...All tt sweat n sometimes blood wasted.

Fooling ard..=)

Haizz..my com is still giving problems.
I cant use many windows applications like
Control panel
My computer
Internet explorer i m using msn explorer
My documents..very mah fan...
I already scan e disk n cleared of unnecessary programs n organised e space properly. Dont noe wat's wrong. Scan virus didnt show e presence of any virus.

Hmmm..remember last last week I had an off day. I went out for lunch with my mum den to clementi big bookshop. My mum mentioned tt I would pester her to read Jack n e Beanstalk to me over n over again. Over n over again. Many many times more than a thousand times she said. Funny how i had no recognition of that. I only remember asking her to tell me stories b4 bed. She would tell me of her childhood. Miss those days. Those days little worried me..As long as Mummy or Daddy was ard everything was going to be fine.
I thank God for my parents. They may not be perfect. But they r wonderful. =)
Hey they even can tolerate my crazy passion for bicycles n cycling..hehe~

Haizz...something's wrong with e com. Cant open many of e applications.

This song has serenaded my whole company ever since coming back from Thailand. E thais brain washed us, this song was played almost all day in e cookhouse.

Kit Teung Chun Mai Wae-Laa Tee Ter- Taxi (translated)
Verse
Do you miss me when we don't meet?
Do you miss me when you are lonely?
Do you miss me when there is no one to argue with?
When you got out somewhere with no shoulder to cling to. Who do you miss?

Everytime it thundered loudly, you would jump on my lap
I feel bad that I was cheered up and amused by that
I know I'm no good. I'm not warm like that.
This time it thundered, I didnt see you. Who do you miss?

Chorus
Hey when we are far away for a long time. I'm not sure, but we may forget each other
Could you please answer me that you miss me
You don't have to be sweet. I just want to ask you.
Can you answer me? Answer me first, that you miss me
Just like I miss you and wait for you to return

Verse
Because I miss you everyday. From the moment I wake up in the morning
I turn to look at the picture of us on the head of the bed
The radio continuously plays songs that you loved to listen to time and time again
Though I dont like the songs I listen to them because I miss you

Chorus
Hey when we are far away for a long time. I'm not sure, but we may forget each other
Could you please answer me that you miss me
You don't have to be sweet. I just want to ask you.
Can you answer me? Answer me first, that you miss me
Just like I miss you and wait for you to return

Chorus
Hey when we are far away for a long time. I'm not sure, but we may forget each other
Could you please answer me that you miss me
You don't have to be sweet. I just want to ask you.
Can you answer me? Answer me first, that you miss me
Just like I miss you and wait for you to return

Hmm...miss me??..hehe~ ok gonna fix my com to e best of my ability...nitezz..

My confidence thinning
Heartaches taunt me
I dont know what to think
U know where we're heading??..

Maybe im juz thinking too much...
Hair graying again..=(

Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men, since you know you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward.
Col 3:23
Not for men...but for God...

Pics from Dhoby Ghaut
Esplanade shoot
Pls click on e above..Some pics i took..experimenting..feel free to comment...

Eating fried bah kua..haha so glad it got thru. I was not allowed to bring pork in from thailand. But it passed off as cuttlefish haha...Its really great. Crispy n has e lingering taste of bah kua n not oily...Reminded of e health tip from a men's health mag. Keep away from e chips n e chocolate snack bars.
Chatted with Jimmy for quite a while on Fridae after e jump was cancelled. Jimmy's my junior from e softball team. He was describing wat he was gonna go thru next n blahzzz...we chatted quite long. Points i remembered.
He may be going to train in US
NUS arts n social sciences.
Gonna join photography club..juz like me
Nus got a juggling club n they re all good at clowning ard...

Hmm ok cca to join next time..
CF if there is..
Cycling club
Photography club
Biathlon?? maybe..

Hey guess wat I passed ippt already!!! On my first attempt!! Weee!!!
Haha...so happy. I dont have to take anymore ippts anymore. No more no more...
Ippt stands for Individual Physical Profiency Test..many pple dont noe tt.
to me is I Personally Passed This!!..haha..so happy.
Ok it was on thurs but i still feel e joy now. Weee!!!

Sorry becoz of thee fotos e webbie's kinda slow. Dont noe how to use e yahoo photos. Dot noe why cannot view it as a guest. Anyone got any suggestions or websites to share fotos online??...

Clement's fotos.

Dec 5 Esplanade
Yes i took this. Hehe with clement's tripod..

Last night I was super pissed. After our anniversary dinner we had to stay back to do stores until like 11 plus. I was supposed to meet up with Vince after the dinner but cannot. Have to take a cab back midnight surcharge. Why did they make up book in early juz to tidy e area n not do e stores. We can multi-task wat. We dont have single tacked minds. Its e 2nd time already this week. Wednesdae also made stay back so late had to take a cab back. 10 each person on both occasions. My pocket's been burnt already.
Why cant they do this earlier. Everything so last minute. I noe e commanders got cars but u are forgetting ur men who need to get home n dont have a vehicle especially those who live on e e other side of e country.

Hmmm i juz uploaded some pictures into my yahoo.
Go see them...(my link there..)

Where's e love -Black eyed peas

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Badness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how a n**** works and operates
N**, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With the ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our own direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive to lovers bound

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

Don't Speak -No Doubt

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday toghether always

I really feel
I losing my best friend
I can't believe this could be the end

It looks as thought you're letting go
And if it's real, well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Dont tell me because it hurts
Don't speak
Iknow what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me because it hurts

Our memories
They can inviting
But some are altogether frightening

As we die both you and I
With my head in my hands I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending, I gotta stop pretending who we are

You and me
I can see us dying..are we??

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Dont tell me because it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

This song always pops out, when i am feeling really down, heartbroken. I hum e tune...with my head in my hands i sit and cry.
Hmm..its getting late..nitezz...dont worry. My eyes arent red not tonight...

Friday's e Anniversay dinner for my unit. We got a song we have to learn. Its quite nice.; Juz e guy tts singing it isnt. Anyway tt was on cd so i dont really noe who's gonna sing...Here it goes...

I am, i do

Pressing thru the mire and mud into the jungle depths we trudge
Armed with sharp ears n eagle eyes, and stiletto to defy
While others ar home lie in rest duty summons us to test
A test of courage skill amd might, blood to rage and power to fight

Let me bear the wings upon my chest and be worthy of my flag
In all I am and all I do, unto our home I will be true
For you my country let me stand to keep the peace with my own hands
Teach me to serve and guard and love
For the honour and glory of our beloved land

Sailing through the sea and skies, airborne rangers brave the fight
Fighting by day or night, we'll jump from any height
Red berets set to win us own goal with the iron sacrifice of body and soul
To bear in silence while we bleed for the other's greatest need.

Nice song ritez??. Makes me proud of wat i am. I remember clear when I got my vocation assignment.I was to report at Hendon camp for some tests. I was really worried. Cdo...crazy..wat if they were all crazy with blodshot eyes. I used to sscareed of pple with those eyes. Asked my parents they were all quite worried but my bro told me to take it as a challenge. If u drop out halfway its ok. At least u tried, if u got e beret after e training u achieved something. Thinking over, I decided to give it a try. I really had no achievements in my life den major ones i mean. This will make e difference i told myself. On tt day, the interview. What do think if u were to be a cdo??.
Me: It would be a challenge. Not everyone gets to be one.
I dont noe if my OC den e interviewer was impressed but i got in. Haha..n guess what all my platoonmates said no they dont wanna be....haha..unlucky suckers...
To wear e red beret is some very special..very special. =)
"Silver wings upon my chest
Show them tt we're the best"...
Of course its not only my own effort. =)

Got some nice songs from No Doubt's new album been listening to it all week. Gonna get bored of it soon if i dont stop listening. Anyway suprised i m back on a Wed nite?? Coz we got off dae hehe. E taxi back costed a bomb. Been a fun week. Got a chance to try a biathlon todae. It was cool, but e running back quite painful esp. e start of running back both my calfs felt like cramping. But it was fun lahz...watching e inter coy soccer n rugby..my coy is really e true blue sports coy can play n win or at least get e top few in e competition. =) Well Done!! Yaaa...hehe~

Running- No Doubt

Run, running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side

Me, I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most

And I'm so sorry that I've fallen
Help me up, let's keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love

Running, running, as fast as we can
Do you think we'll make it?
We're running, keep holding my hand
So we don't get separated

Running as fast as we can
I really hope we make it
We're running as fast as we can
I really hope we make it
We're running, keep holding my hand
So we don't get separated

The future...
well e chorus repeats a few times more

hmm...days pass like a flash. I really dont noe wat to think or say. All I want to do is let God have His way.