Juz went to e driving centre. Closed e moment i stepped in . E counters close at 5pm on weekdaes. i reached at 5 sharp. Haizzz...Anyway
Weekdaes 830 to 500
Saturdaes 830 to 1230
How to be able to register tomolo. Guess wat!! I got a str bus there.. Took me so long to noe haha. See how much learning drivning means to me?. NoT much hehe~

Was welcome guard for some bigshot tt came to my camp but becoz i was doing this for e first time. I was reserve with Liow my platoonmate n tennis mate. During e rehearsals i was made e VIP so fun. Haha get to sit in e car. E sentry guard rifle salute, OC salute me..can inspect e parade n haha ask them questions to make them breakout in cold cold sweat.
Todae was e welcome. As i watched from block i could see why e RSM insisted on us instead of our juniors. Their drills were so sharp n so precise n they all looked so tall n hansone whoaz..Drool. Wet sideways as my ex csm n Ps would say. Make me wet. Hahaha...Good job!!!

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell


Dont mind me i m juz a little unwell...a little unwell fool..=)

Kissing a Fool
You are far,
When I could have been your star,
You listened to people,
Who scared you to death, and from my heart,
Strange that you were strong enough,
To even make a start,
But you'll never find
Peace of mind,
Til you listen to your heart,

People,
You can never change the way they feel,
Better let them do jus twhat they will,
For they will,
If you let them,
Steal your heart from you,
People,
Will always make a lover feel a fool,
But you knew I loved you,
We could have shown them all,
We should have seen love through,

Fooled me with the tears in your eyes,
Covered me with kisses and lies,
So goodbye,
But please don't take my heart,

You are far,
I'm never gonna be your star,
I'll pick up the pieces
And mend my heart,
Maybe I'll be strong enough,
I don't know where to start,
But I'll never find
Peace of mind,
While I listen to my heart,

People,
You can never change the way they feel,
Better let them do just what they will,
For they will,
If you let them,
Steal your heart,

And people,
Will always make a lover feel a fool,
But you knew I loved you,
We could have shown them all,

But remember this,

Every other kiss,
That you ever give
Long as we both live
When you need the hand of another man,
One you really can surrender with,
I will wait for you,
Like I always do,
There's something there,
That can't compare with any other,

You are far,
When I could have been your star,
You listened to people,
Who scared you to death, and from my heart,
Strange that I was wrong enough,
To think you'd love me too.
I guess you were kissing a fool,
You must have been kissing a fool

>Not like all i do depends on u- Jennifer Paige

How to build a bicycle frame..cool

Memories from a distant past.

If i tell u e truth
Will we be the same?
My heart is itching to noe e answer
My feelings are unstable
Coz my heart is fluttering
The dream of u & me
fade away when reality seeps in
I rub my sleepy eyes
Ur image becomes nothing
more than a distant memory
Falling in love is great
But e feelling of helplessness
when tt e fire is dying
is heart wrenching
E feeling tt Love doesnt reward or reassure isnt
My heart in turmoil
Such are e battles i fight each dae...

=)
Had a great dae. Tiring tho. Haven been sleeping for e past few daes.
Deepa-vince n pee stayed over. Slept on e sofa uncomfortable.
Sat-stayed over at cousin's place playing winning 11.

HAHA..tts me!!. Primary 5 or 6. Dont remember getting black belt. I tink it was for graduation or something. I always failed my black blet grading. Yes, I learnt tkd when young. But i dont like to fight, n it didnt help me much in confrontations but it did keep me healthy n very light-feeted. Now i feel like a tonne.
Clumsy n big...

Itchy n runny nose. My doggie has been running round n round on my bed. I didnt notice she shred so many fur until i see the fur stuck to the mattress. Wahzz. Now i have a runny nose n itchy nose bridge. Haizz..cant seem to get rid of e itch. How i am going sleep on e same bed (she sleeps on e end of bed). How?? Will surely wake up sneezing..My doggie demands alot of attention. I was reading a book on aquarium fish in front of my dad's fish tank. Staring at e beautiful tetras n not so beautiful but very well taken care of Discuses..Stitch(my dog) den put its head on the book, n i couldn shift its head coz its neck was very stiff. Its very strong u see, very muscular. Den I said shoo..go away!. It sat beside me n used its paws to tap my thigh n lick my hand. Hai yozz..Cant read or do anything in peace on e floor when its ard.

Hmmm i realisd i can play songs alot better in e key of F. I was feeling very low tis afternoon I guess coz i was very very bored. I picked up e guitar n went to e smokers corner( e abandoned one along e corridor) n strarted strumming. I was playing Kid rock. Den I tot of one song Purify my heart. N i tried playing it in F. I could with little difficulty. Den after tt song i connect other songs to it. N actually play e song without noeing e chords usually i have to read e chords n play.. but i did i did I DID!!!!...I noe i not very pro like Jeremy who has a ability to listen n play almost without even noeing e song. But i am happy with juz tt. I noe how the sounds of a scale work together. hehe~

I m on e outside
I m looking in
I can see thru U
See ur true colours
In side ure ugly
ugly like me
I can see thru U
See e real U -Outside by Staind

Love can hope where reason would despair.

I can't remember the last time we kissed goodbye
All our I love you's were just not enough to survive
Something your eyes never told me
But it's only now to plain to see
Million disguise when you hold me
and I'm free
Chorus:
There's a light in your eyes where I used to see
There's a pain in your hearth where I used to be
Was I wrong to assume that you were waiting for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me

Bridge:
Shoud I keep on waiting
Or does Love keep on fading away
Fading away..

e other lyrics i have no idea but i have been singing this to me since yesterdae.
this is e last chorus rather sad one

There's a light in my eyes
Its too bright to see
And a pain in my heart
Where u used to be
Coz I was wrong to assume u were waiting for me
There's a light in ur eyes
Did u leave them like burning for me.-Blessid Union of Souls Light in ur eyes

yea..Changed my handlebar liaozz..Point racing. A whole 28.5 $45 of course could have gotten Azonic pdw for $60 but mah fan have to go HL or TEF. I bought it at dirt werks cycle. They decided not to collapse their business. Gotta sell off all e 2nd hand parts n import stuff in. Hope they import some very rare brand. Then it will be super cool. A distributor near church hehe~ i will give support hehe~ but i pauper anyway also cannot spend so much.
Realised all my testimonials in friendster show tt i am bike siao..I protest!!!. I am not bike siao..=( really!!.. i milded down alot. Tis e a sport for e rich not paupers.


A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your
pretty face,
A thousand lies have made me colder, And I don't think I can look at this
the same
An all the miles that separate,
They Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face

CHORUS:
I'm here without you baby, But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby, But you're still with me in my dreams,
And tonight, there's only you and me yeah.

The miles just keep rollin', As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated, But I hope that it gets better as we go
hooh yeah yeah.

CHORUS

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love,
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take, away, my love, woah oh Woah wo-oh

CHORUS
- 3 doors down Here without U

In love with this song.
It really describes wat i am feeling now.

Hehe~ have a altec lansing sound system for my birthdae from my bro. He said it was from his petrol points coz he didnt have much money left but I like it n thats all the matters ritez??..Hehe~ cool sweet low bass sounds n crisp tremble of course it cannot be compared to Bang n O but so??. Muz be contented with wat u have.
Bought a handlebar for myself. 28inchs in length 4more inches than mine. Hope it helps to control e steering better. =)
Was tinking wat to buy for myself..Hmmm..nothing impt or pressing i wanna get on my list.
Finished Tuesdaes wif Morrie in 2 daes wat a great book. Really i recommend to everyone. Its easy to read with lots of space in e pages n short but to e point chapters

Went cycling with West Bikee yesterdae. Finally, these guys are great!!..All with e same interest..freeride..tho i am juz quite new to tis. I like hehe~. Quite fun went ard Jurong looking for drops n stairs n bunny hopping here n there...They were crazy to clear a 3 storey high stairs at NTU. With e rest of us chickens watched in fear. Hey i had to go for excursion on e next dae k. Quite fun..esp watching Ben wheelie expertly down str roads. Watch Andy n Jonathan wheelie upslope downslope..do stoppies. N Archie doing crazy stuffs.

Todae.
Went to BT for hiking with children for a home. Very fun walking up e steep slopes of BT no ranks were involved our OC became a kid. There was this little ger who sticked with me.. Her name was Jinru. On introducing ourselves we realised we have seen each other b4. I tink she went for the children's dae party. Talking n helped her all e way up e hill n passing checkpoints. In our conversations i fixed a small part of the jigsaw puzzle. She had been put in e home on e 10th, her birthdae n has been trying to adapt to the home but the others are not helping her feel welcomed alone with not many pple to talk with. Being botak many of my coymates tot she was a he. But she already told me in e beginning. Feel really sorry abt how she is being treated n probably misunderstood. Can see e cold angry stares from her frens. Y do they do this. Anyway when she is still smiley n giggly, reminds of someone. Someone i been missing alot lately. This someone made me rethink my goals my dreams n wat i wanna do with my life. Every night i thank the Lord for that someone. Someone very important in my life.

A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your
Am F G
pretty face,
Am G
A thousand lies have made me colder, And I don't think I can look at this
the same
Am G
An all the miles that separate,
Am F G
They Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face

CHORUS
C G Am
I'm here without you baby, But you're still on my lonely mind
F G C
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
G Am
I'm here without you baby, But you're still with me in my dreams,
F G Am G Am F G
And tonight, there's only you and me yeah.

Am G Am F G
The miles just keep rollin', As the people leave their way to say hello
Am G Am
I've heard this life is overrated, But I hope that it gets better as we go
F G
hooh yeah yeah.


CHORUS

Am C G
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
F
It gets hard but it won't take away my love,
Am C G
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
F C G Am F G
It gets hard but it won't take, away, my love, woah oh Woah wo-oh

CHORUS

Hmmm...my fave song now.

Fruits of e Spirit
Gal 5:22-23 says: "The fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness n self control."
Notice tt love is e first fruit mentioned. That's because love is the key to all e other fruit if the Spirit.
Donald Grey Barnhouse observed, " Love is the key. Joy is love singing. Peace is love resting. Long-suffering(patience) is love enduring. Kindness is love's touch, Goodness is love's character. Faithfulness is love's habit. Gentleness is love's self-righteousness. Self-control is love holding the reins."

hehe =) cool ritezz..=PpPp
Lurve lurve lurve...

Wahzz...my blog take so long to upload...hmm...
A word aptly spoken is like apples of gold in settings of silver. Proverb 25:11

I love thee, I love but thee
with a love that shall not die
Til e sun grows cold n e stars are old,
And e leaves of e Judgement book unfold.

=) got it from a book...

Hmmm...dont noe if this blogger is spoilt i cannot see my blog but can see other pple's one..

After watching Romeo n Juliet on tv e other day, i picked up my 3 shakespeare tragedies book n started reading R n J again..its in my bunk.

In a moment she realised tt the dark haired young man was beside her. He toucched her hand, then apologised earnestly.
'My lips stand ready like 2 blushing pilgrims, to smooth away my rough touch with a kiss, ' he said.

Juliet: Good pilgrim, u do wrong ur hand too much, which mannerly devotion shows in this; For saints have hands tt pilgrims' hands do touch, and palm to palm is holy palmer's kiss

Young man: Have not saints lips, and holy palmers too?

Juliet:Ay, pilgrim, lips that they must use in prayer

Young man: O! then dear saint, let lips do wat hands do; They pray, grant thou, lest faith turn to despair.

Juliet: Saint do not move, though grant for prayer's sake

Young man: Then move not, while my prayers' effect I take
Thus from my lips, by thine, my sin is purged. (kiss)

Hehe~ got alot time on my hands...doing cos duty...

Had e weirdest dream todae. I dreamt my dog was a female ger. Some tcs actress n when i asked it to give a cute face, it will give one super adoreable one. Haha...haha..really..The strangest thing is i remember e dream, i hardly remember wat i drean abt.

Now my bags are packed
Im ready to go
I am standing outside ya door...

Help!!! I dont feel like going back to e monotoneous life in e camp!!. 3daes of freedom made me too comfortable n used to living at home i dont feel like going back. Anyway my 1mths plus of tennis attachment felt so much like i ord-ed already haha. Can u imagine no more guardduty, falling in, nitez off, restictions, n mostly freedom!!..Cant wait.

First dae of power todae. Played indian poker with e forfeit as a mug of sparkling snake water or water chosen by the participants. It was quite fun esp. when Qiuque got e forfeit hehe~..Den i follwed by a session on Hard work by Uncle Fu-man. It was on facing difficulties..n facing up to them. Den we broke for discussions my group had Derek n Sam n Nat n me.. we were quite clueless abt wat to discuss as it was quite hard to explain our experiences at work...esp. since i have nv had tt experience b4. sam ended up asking me alot abt guitar n where to pick up lessons n so on. Hmmm...nvm..1st time ya..=)


After tt Zr, Dan, Vince n me hanged out at Orchard, ate beef noodles from Scotts suprisingly easy to eat coz e last time i tried when i was young i complain e sauce was too thick. Den we aimless walked ard Fareast tt area. It was quite boring, Zr was complaining Shuhui's absence makes it boring n tt if e next few Sundaes like tt, can die haha...
I also felt so..haha...=0
Gotta go..Updates next sat...

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

"Daddy, may I ask you a question?"

"Yeah sure, what is it?"

"Daddy, how much do you make an hour?"

"That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?" the man said angrily.

"I just want to know. Please tell me, how much you make an hour?" pleaded the little boy.

"If you must know, I make $20 an hour."

"Oh," the little boy replied, with his head down.

Looking up, he said, "Daddy may please borrow $10?"

The father was furious, "If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I work long hard hour's everyday and don't have time for such childish behavior."

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door. The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down, and started to think he may have been a little hard on his son. May be there was something he really needed to buy with that $10, and he really didn't ask for money very often.

The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

"Are you asleep, son?" he asked

"No Daddy, I'm awake," replied the boy

"I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on your earlier," said the man.

"It's been a long day, and I took out my aggravation on you.
Here's that $10 you asked for."

The little boy sat straight up, smiling,

Oh, thank you Daddy!" he yelled.

Then reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills. The man, seeing that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, then looked up at his father.

"Why do you want more money if you already have some?" the father grumbled.

"Because I didn't have enough, but now I do," the little boy replied.

"Daddy, I have $20 now. Can I buy and hour of your time?

Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you."

"Papa"
Haha..a slip of tngue by Nick haha.... Elly's gone. Nick handled his emotins quite well but he told me it was quite painful. I empathize with him could see his eyes redden at e departure hall. Hey she will be back in 2 mths!!. Two more months wont feel a thing one. ehhzz..tink he will get used to it.

Been tinking alot esp. on e bus or train but somehow forgot.
Tink its got something to do with WW2 e attrocities e Japs committed. Been reading "Rape of Nanking" E descriptions of how e japanese killed e chinese n used dead ple as practice targets really grossed me out. Been wondering how would e younger generation feel abt it esp e japanese...will they be ashamed, indifferent??..hmm...cannot really read e book for long some of e sharings were juz too evil too scary, to even tink they were human...

Borrowed 4 books from e lib.
Rape of Nanking
Mere Christianity
Readings from Wuthering Heights
only reading one rape of nanking...

Hmm...ice chilled Coke n Vodka mix well ya??.. Hmm...Been taking to finish e absolut Shuu bought for me from Aus. Been open for too long. Need to finish up.
a bit numb now..
Baileys mixes well with choco milk but not bailey's choco n baileys..it tastes like vodka

Strong Recommend:
Infernal Affairs 2.
Super cool show. The plot twist n turns n can leave u wanting more. Fully understand e term e plot thickens now. It really does..But wat really hit me was in many occasions in e show the characters sae they have reached a pt of no return. Some things we do can leave us at e dead end, or a blows up e bridge we juz crossed. Well..Shwan Yue n Edison acted quite well...

Juz Sent Shuhui off at e airport.
Byezz Shuu. Pls pls take care yaself n dont save n scrape so much tt u give urself no joy or shortchange yaself.
Guard ur heart. Something Uncle Fu-man taught me on e bus. E world so fast. If u dont stop n think abt ur life u see urself spend time on things tt have no meaning in e end. Set ur priorities rite.
Proverbs 4
23" Above all else, guard your heart,
for it is the wellspring of life. "
words Yahui gave to me, i still keep tis verse deep in my heart.
Shuhui, Dont let anything destroy ur spirit. =)
dont noe when ya gonna read this but ya...I pray for e best for ya..

Basic Theory Test
Result: Failed.
Sianzz....muz take again. Wat a hassle.
Queue up register. Pick test date. Study for test. Face e lifeless examiners who pester u until u finish filling everything properly. Sianzz..

Lokking at some of my pics...I still like tis

One more..Diff angle..Diff owner..